I mentioned my mentor.
This is the reality already.
True story
Everyone gets that their individual risk of catching and dying from covid is pretty low. You might need some care, some hospital time, etc but statistically only about 300,000 weaker members of the herd will not recover.
Comparing where we are now to total deaths from for instance swine flu years after that problem burned out is like predicting the final score of a game that has had maybe one or two pitches thrown in the first inning. Nobody who knows the sport or has common sense would do it, especially since part of our response to HBN1 included an effective treatmentā¦
Which does not exist.
This is why we are taking the actions we are.
Now some of you know Iāve been trying to stay alive for a while now, getting weekly infusions in NYC. Iāve been lucky to be eligible for this clinical trial and given that I am way past my statistical expiration date you think I couldnāt be happier.
Well today my oncologist had me on the phone and we have both been cognizant that the meds are not working as well as they were at the start and I definitely need another plan pronto.
He said the hospital is already out of meaningful supplies and all elective surgery has been indefinitely postponed. The surgery I had hoped to have in the next few weeks is āsemi electiveā and at his discretionā¦butā¦
Thereās always a but.
He said all clinical trials have been closed to new patients due to capacity and planning issues from covid. Meaning if I stop this one because itās not working and go for some quick cutting then there is no visibility as to when where or if another one I may be eligible for may open up.
He also expressed great concern about me physically coming to NYC for the infusion but knows as well as I do that this experimental drug is not available at the corner CVS.
So he said " letās move to every other weekā¦"
And I said " you will double the dose then?"
And he said no the clinical trial is dose specific.
So he is balancing the ability of one of the top 10 hospitals in the world to serve me --someone just trying to stay alive-- with the wave of covid patients now building ā¦some meaningful percentage of whom are young and will recover fine without ever knowing what they have done to me and my peeps when they decided to say fuck this quarantine hoax and go have a full on party. If these unexpected sets of circumstances do me in I will not be counted as a covid victim. Not will the car crash victim, OD victim, stroke victim etc who cannot get treated because the bed is taken by a young person who will eventually recover
If this is a hoax, I didnāt get the memo.
If you did get the memo, burn it. Itās a lie.