The second childhood is somewhat of a damp squib, you are not really sure how to maximise its potential. The third and fourth childhoods, however, you have your eye in and, consequently, are fucking ace.
At what age do these further childhoods generally start? Iā donāt think iāve really experienced one yet as iāve generally been a juvenile twat my whole life.
I think your problem is you have failed to notice the small windows of sensible adulthood that inhabit the space between the childhoods (to be fair in your case they sound like they could be rather small and you may have missed them if you happened to be sleeping at the time)
A friend once sold software that monitors every keystroke on any computing device. It hacked an NSA Computer on location on Aircraft Carrier in a controlled demo in 30 seconds.
And you think private mode helps?